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But I still love him. :(

Girl...

STOP BEING PARANOID!

I don't like...

1. Little elmo on my pencil case.
2. Taking 334.
3.The pathway that leads to my lift.
4. My phone.
5. My retainers.
6. Honey.
7. Rings.
8. The toilet in JJ.
9. JJ's Canteen.
10. when it rains.
11. Our blog.
12. Flowers.
13. Bubbles.
14. Balloons.
15. Council.
16. Cheers.
17. Camps.
18. His class.
19. Tuna bread.
20. Area outside GO.
21. Emceeing.
22. Pathway to school.
23. 99.
24. Anniversaries.
25. Pink.
26. SB area.
27. LN.
28. Hall.
29. Post-its.
30. Coloured pens.
31. Watson's soap.
32. Orientation.
33. Love.
34. Couples.
35. West coast.
36. That seat.
37. My door.
38. My house phone.
39. 'I love you'.
40. pain.
41. Marina bay.
42. Jurong east.
43. Jurong west.
44. MRT.
45. Hugs.
46. Kisses.
47. Tickle.
48. Smiles.
49. Locker.
50. Waffles.
51. Food.
52. Cookies.
53. Chocolate.
54. Sweet stuff.
55. Yoghurt drink.
56. Bubble tea.
57. Comb.
58. Wet hair.
59. Plaits.
60. Facebook.
61. Emoticons.
62. Apologies.
63. Letters.
64. Mass dance.
65. Painting.
66. Numbers.
67. Shit.
68. Sickness.
69. Sky.
70. Sentosa.
71. Crying.
72. Tearing.
73. Dessert.
74. Yuki yaki.
75. Surprises.
76. Messages.
77. Games.
78. Library.
79. Books.
80. Banners.
81. Mic.
82. Noise.
83. Your voice.
84. Your presence.
85. Your friends.
86. Grandstand.
87. Morning assembly.
88. Civics.
89. Commands.
90. Another girl.
91. East coast.
92. Sea.
93. Sweat.
94. Umbrella.
95. Breakfast.
96. Lunch box.
97. LJS.
98. Sleeping.
99. Napping.
100. Home.

I've reached 100 things which 'I don't like...'
Must be wondering... Why?
All this forms up my life.
And they are part of my life,
He was part of my life,
Still part of my life,
That's why I don't like them.

Al this reminds me of him.
It's very painful.

I said I will give him time.
But I can't take it when I see him.
The things, mentioned above,
reminds me of him.
The things...
The memories.

I really love him.
Tell me...
What should I do.

I talked to Shu wen just when she was buying drinks from the vending machine.
His class was there. I felt so restless.
Didn't 'plan' to cry,
But I did.
Uncontrollably.

Was telling her, laughing and crying at the same time...
Those were sweet memories.
And Shu wen even cried when I was crying.
Sorry girl, I didn't mean to.
But I was upset...
I can't help it when I talk about him,
When I see him around.

Shu wen said that he cares, that's why he needed more time.
I know... But i can't help it, by being paranoid about everything.
I cannot lose him. I can't. Just can't. Too much to bear.

Thank you very much for listening down anyways.
I love you girl.

Saw Sathia in the morning. Asked him how he is in class.
He said he's fine.
And I'm happy for him.
But upset... So he's living well without me?
I'm just too paranoid and irritating.
I don't want to be like that.
I can't help it.

I tried my best to be positive.
But the moment I see him...
I feel my world crashing down...
All black and white.

Then I talked to Dennis and Jia hui.
Dennis said TRUST HIM.
I know... But I'm just so paranoid.

He's very near... But he's not mine.
Flashes back... Was mine then.
Pause the memories.
I need them.

PS. Tell me the truth. I will accept it.

I was wrong, it was T2W2. Now it's T2W3.

Everyone's stressing us up. Telling us HOW MUCH we have to do, but with so little time.

Give me a break. I need to breathe.

It's Tuesday today. SO MUCH left to do. :(

PS. Saw him today. He said hi. He tapped me at the back.
It didn't feel the same. It wasn't right.

Time flies, it's end of T1W1.

It's been a... struggle this week.

Monday blues. Tuesday blues. Wednesday blues. Thursday blues. Friday half blues/pink.

Facing baby in school wasn't at all easy. Not at all. Very... hurting. Because, he's so near, yet so far.
I did a daring move on fb, blogged, and walked up to him.
Celeste lee, well done, you are brave. Very well done.

I don't want any other people. I want him. Only him.

But I really thank those that stood there for me, listened, extented an helping hand in their small little ways. Thank you. I appreciate that a lot.

I need to buck up. I sacrificed my bio test and assignments. :(
But it was worth it.

I'll be contented, knowing that he still loves me.

Call me a stupid silly love freak. I don't care.

It only matters, when he loves me. (:

STUDY HARD! GO CELESTE! (:

Supposed to be studying.

Lunching/Studying with yang jun! (:

Then met joseph, new friend! (:

And chatted with hui wen.

Then... Gor.

Home! (:

Wasn't feeling well... So asked larry to call me asap.
Then chatted with him... Till 2am! URGH.
But it was ME, who didn't wanna put down the phone.
So it's MY FAULT! (: haha.
There's still BBQ today! (:

PS. Creeps me out.

Thanks Jia hui! (:

Sweet to the max from my girlfriend! (:

Thanks for the wonderful chat anyways!

See you soon! (:

Trust in the lord, he will renew our strength.

Today we may wake up with the same problems we had when we went to bed,

problems that yesterday we felt we just couldn't take anymore.

But somehow today, after proper rest and sleep, we think,

I CAN DO IT; I CAN FACE IT AGAIN.